Miyerkules, Disyembre 21, 2011 @ 1:03 PM |
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It's too ironic. After all you've done. Your still the person I want to be with. All the tears, pain, and sleepless night. It's nothing, compare to your love. It's making me feel alive... In spite of everything that happened. :'(
Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa'yo
Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako'y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa'yo
Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako'y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal
Let bygones be bygones...
Lunes, Agosto 29, 2011 @ 9:29 PM |
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These past weeks I felt that as if i'm lost. It's so hard to go back, I don't even know where to start. As if my inner peace have left me. There are times that I just stare blankly. The sadness is eating me up. Will I ever find my way back again?
I'll be leaving for Bahrain soon. Just the thought of it makes me so sad. I'll be leaving Kerwin here. It just feels different. We've always been together for the past 2 years and 5 months. Leaving him and not even knowing when will I go back makes me wanna cry like a baby. I pray that he'll be able to go to Bahrain as soon as possible.
I am missing him already even if I still here. I might be leaving in 11 days time. I won't be even here for his birthday. Being away from home for awhile won't be easy. But I am willing to this for us.
Linggo, Hulyo 31, 2011 @ 11:57 AM |
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I was reminiscing, and two years ago I fell in love with this man.
We've been through like everything together.
Let me tell you something about Kerwin. This man whom my heart belongs.
The sweetest guy I've ever known. Next to my Daddy God, and my Dad. We might have differences but I know that God gave him to me. He is a gift wrapped with love, loyalty, and care.
It was just by accident that I met this guy. When everything was falling apart in my life. He came to rescue me. He was there. I am the miss "ma-problema". I cannot tell that he is a happy-go-lucky guy. But he is a man that is full of happy thoughts. You can't see him sad. Whenever you hear his voice, when you see his smile, it will just up lift your mood. Whenever I get to be with him or see him. As if the sadness that I am feeling will be gone in a snap.
I don't even know how I fell in love with this guy. But one thing I am sure of, he treats me how a woman should be treated. I am spoiled by him (sobrang spoiled to the extent na hindi ako pinapabayaan). He fell in love my curves and still falling in love with it each passing day. Mind you, I am really a plus sized girl. But he says that I know how to carry myself. Well, he is one of the main reason why I am confident. Because even if it's my feeling ugly days, I am still beautiful in his eyes. I never ever felt that hating my body feeling in this relationship. Every woman should BE with a guy who appreciates her even if she's gaining weight and having her bad days. Because that's the way it should really be it.
Kerwin have been so amazing for the 2 years and 4 months we've been together.
He just the man that you would want to be forever. We also have our bad days, fights, and who knows what.
Just the thought of me going to another country and leaving him here in the Philippines makes me wanna bawl. Just being here in Manila and him being in Pampanga. The distance is killing me. Not seeing him in a week, I feel weak.
I found an instant best friend in him. There are times when I just wanna sit there and stare at his face. When I hug him I felt that everything just felt so at peace. He knows me well. He knows when I am PMSing, when I want something, and when even I am hungry. LOL.
This soon to be Long Distance Relationship will work out. I know that God will let it be. I know that soon enough he will be with me there. Oh baby, I don't want to go. But in God's grace I will be alright. I am already missing you already, baby.
Now, that I might be leaving soon for another country. I don't know if I can take the distance. I don't know if I can last a day without even seeing your smile that warms up my heart. I don't even know if I can take it baby. I don't wanna go. But I must. It's the best for us.
I love you, baby.
Mga etiketa: ldr, long distance relationship, Love
