Lunes, Agosto 29, 2011 @ 9:29 PM |
These past weeks I felt that as if i'm lost. It's so hard to go back, I don't even know where to start. As if my inner peace have left me. There are times that I just stare blankly.
The sadness is eating me up. Will I ever find my way back again?
I'll be leaving for Bahrain soon. Just the thought of it makes me so sad. I'll be leaving Kerwin here. It just feels different. We've always been together for the past 2 years and 5 months. Leaving him and not even knowing when will I go back makes me wanna cry like a baby. I pray that he'll be able to go to Bahrain as soon as possible.
I am missing him already even if I still here. I might be leaving in 11 days time. I won't be even here for his birthday. Being away from home for awhile won't be easy. But I am willing to this for us.